Posted by Jacque Wambui in Jun 25, 2010, under Uncategorized
Well the dark days went past and I recovered slowly. It was difficult, in so many ways, but I struggled through them. Each night as I fell asleep was filled with doubts of; if I closed my eyes; would I open them in the morning?
And would the pain ever, ever stop?
The pain stopped, and I opened my eyes to see the ceiling that I so often thought would be the last thing I ever saw, each and every morning.
I dreaded the days my sons would come home from school, and their Grandmother would disallow them to see me, because I had been ill all day. I had to put an end to them undergoing that, and that is how I began to pull myself out of bed.
I started by walking to the washroom, gradually giving myself a bath and even trying to cook light meals, when I began to get back my appetite.
I eventually got my strength back after starting Anti-retro viral Therapy and slowly began to add weight.
I fully recovered and began to Live Positively with HIV, disclosed my status to my two elder boys and basically began to live life…….